LEAVEEEE MEEEE ALLONNNNEEE!!!!!!!

...... just what i feel like yelling to a certain someone right now, heh hem..

lion king on sega

this is what i envision on the way into work every morning. I park in the garage and hit the skybridge. (this is just lately, because i don't carry $2.75 with me all the time, and i haven't seen the homeless people in a while, i wonder where they went) this morning it all came together.. it was rainy outside this morning therefore everyone was in the skybridge.. heels clunkin'.. heavy walkers.. fast past.. all in a hurry to get where.. our desks.. to sit there for the next 8 hours?? 

I was simba today.. i was picturing this level on the sega lion king game.. i dodging the antelope, or y.p's (young professionals) and jumping boulders.. i entertained myself for about 3 minutes on the way in.. 

floooowas

why do flowers make a girl feel so dang special?

like seriously.. is it psychological? i want to know, maybe wikipedia will keep me occupied today..

"i will google it" (in weird accent lauren uses that i don't know what it's from but i will use it now)

summer may begin..

so, typically.. back in the college days even high school days we had a summer c.d that was intended for obnoxiously loud playage as you left your last class on the last day of school before summer break.. i know summers can never be the same post graduation, but i finally figured out what was lacking to make summer feel like summer and it's that dang c.d.

what i can remember from high school summer c.ds - breathe in, breathe out.. britney spears.. i think britney even made it to the college summer c.ds.. either way i've been searching and searching for some new music.. you know when you just look at your pod and you're freakin tired of EVERYTHING?? happens to me a lot..

but today, i've found it.. got on playlist at work and this music just found me.. it's perfect.. it's windows down, it's layin at the beach or sneakin' into apartment's pools, it's just good..

sean bones.. i can't stop listening.. it's on my playlist on repeat..

SUMMMMMER!!! I imagine everything I could be doing summer-like at work.. right now, i'm on the beach in belize, dos in hand.. diggin toes into the sand :)

the little things..

all of my joy today came from my friends..

peter and michael came to eat lunch downtown with me.. we got jason's deli with all the other business professionals, it was  sea of suit and tie, suit and tie, power suit and heels.. loved it, reminds me that i'm not alone in this.. the free ice cream on the way out, not gonna lie, put a little pep in my step.. 

then, later on tonight clark and some of his younglife guys came down to dallas to help me unload the two things in my jeep. it wasn't necessary at all, but completely made my day.. 

i was loved today.

i pray that god will always let me find the joy in the small stuff, and pray against dependence on things to make me smile.